Dear Sister,
Pèlé, I understand how you feel.
You are passionately pursuing purpose and all the potential suitors are just upgraded riff raffs.
Yes, Christian brothers come along once a while, but the subject of destiny is not so understandable to them.
You have even tried to patch one up, but your deep kept calling so loud, and his shallow could not keep up.
It is why you cannot explain yourself so well too mere people or you are sad people do not understand when they wonder why you are still single. You know it is not because there are no godly men.
It is a painful ride, that at some point you think you know too much.
Let me let you know, the last time I asked if my knowing too much might be a challenge, this is the reply a big brother gave me, "You don't even know enough."
Have you thought maybe the fact that you have given yourself deeply and early enough to the road of destiny might be a threat to men?
I am not majorly encouraging you to wait some more this time. I will still do so.
My highlight here is that I feel what you feel.
There are too many unserious brothers all around. You start courting them and you are shocked!
"Bro, were you not under the sexual purity discussion? What of the entire sermon about purpose?"
You then realize only a few including yourself have been working out these teachings and the brothers with the big bibles were only attending programs religiously.
I KNOW HOW IT FEELS!
I know how it feels that you have to painstakingly wait for such brother whose deep can call out to yours.
The wait will not be so long again.
He will find you soon.